Operation day

Well, this is the day which I have longed for... Not that I am a saddist but that I simply have had enough of having my ankle sprained and to go through the agony of the pain.

I was late for the appointment but I thank God that the entire appointment was not cancelled. I reached there before 0930hrs and the operation started at about 1030hrs. This is the second operation I had in my life time and well, both, I went alone.

I feel so demoralized when I went there. This song, "ALL BY MY SIDE" came into my mind. It then seems like an eternity when I was in the Operating Theathre (OT). Time suddenly seems to have stood still...

When I went into the OT, I was "welcomed" by the nurses and Doctors. Then something I did never expected befall unto me. I mean I was to be operated on my ankle, then the nurse did something which puzzles me... She came and untie my gown and... sigh... my back was exposed... :(

Nevertheless, I do not know what happened after they put me on GA. What I knew was when I woke up... rather, when I was still feeling drowsy, I was praying in tongues. :) That is something which I never expected myself to be doing... the moment I regained conscious. Nevertheless, I was extremely happy that I did that. (I don't know why)

After this operation on my ankle, I learnt a number of things. First, God arranges everything for me even though I have not done any arrangements. He knows what I really need and maybe, He will let me see things through this operation? That remains to be seen.

Anyway, when I woke up, I felt pain over at my ankle. I felt burning sensation and felt that my ankle were ripped apart. The nurse changed my gown (and I was stripped :( ) nah, they did not see me naked at all. They are professionals afterall. After an hour or so, I was pushed into the ward. As I do not have anything beside me, I was like waiting like crazy in the bed.

In about 30minutes, Wei May came to visit me. I really thank God for her. If it's not because of her, I'd not be able to return home after my operation. Well, partly because I'm found of her but I know, it's not possible. Am sad to know that she's going overseas but glad for her... Cause her business is doing rather well now... A sense of regret fills my heart... That I am unable to go overseas to study with her... To improve on my qualifications.

I feel so bad that she had to wait for me for about 3hours before I could be discharged. Silly doctors. Why can't you let me go earlier? WeiMay had to undergo hunger... :( Planned to have lunch with her... Sigh...

She was nice enough to see me home. Gosh, this is the first time someone saw me home... *blush* She's my buddy mah, so... =) I really thank God for her.

When I hit home, I felt so tired that I feel flat and dozed off... seriously, I feel very touched and happy that WeiMay saw me home... :)